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Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 6:02 AM

survived through 1 day band camp, so freaking tired

dear friends!
Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 7:44 PM

wow. time really flies and our prom night ended yesterday! :D
it was really fun and i'm definitely gonna miss every1 :D
this has been a really great part in my life! :)
thanks every1! :D
especially to girls - jill, siti, lim ting, chuan jee, melissa, becca, yen ting, steph ! :D

dear SITI ,
you've been an amazing friend tat listened to my sorrow
and everything haha. you are a really caring friend! :)
although sometimes you lyk ah meng lyk tat but its okay haha.
you noe i'll still love you! haha! thanks for part of yesterday's make up
haha, foundation and blusher :D haha. thanks arh. let continue to be
the best of friends! :D i'll nv forget you haha. ms ah meng! :D
best friends forever! :D

dear JILL,
you've been such a great friend since p6 :D
and we've definitely gone through lots of ups and downs!
thanks so much for doing my hair yesterday! :D
i believe we'll confirm gonna be even better friens onward :D
we still have lots of chances to have fun, band, red camp :D
haha best friends forever! :D love ya! :D

dear MELISSA,
you've been a really great friend to me!
thanks for always standing by me during hard times :D
haha. you are a really an amazing friend haha! :D
remember to always stay happy ya! :D
best friend forever! :D lets talk more though
we talk alot liao haha, remember i'll always be
here for you hahha :D love ya! :D

dear, LIMTING,
you've always been a very funny person.
haha. LOL. thanks for everything sia. haha.
your hair was amazing yesterday haha. and your dress too! :D
rememeber to always be on time hor
ahaha. :D go out more together okay haha.
thanks best friend! :D remember we still have redcamp
and band! :D haha. love ya! bff! :D

dear CHUANJEE,
yellow's your colour right? haha.
thanks for being such a good friend and entertainer!
haha, you are really nice and always funny :D
you love reading books and your piano haha.
thanks alot for being there for me :D
lets be best friends forever and ever haha :D
love ya ! :D

dear REBECCA,
you did a great hair for me though i still prefer your hair colour!
haha :D cheapo girl next time you find cheap thing must jio hor. (:
haha. thanks for dyeing my hair dear!
you are really great and nice! :D
you are always caring and loving haha!
we'll definitely be always great friends! love ya! :D

dear YENTING,
haha, thanks for being such a great friend! haha.
though you always play with my bangs ._.
but i still love you haha. you are nice fun and always annoying.
haha. LOL. thanks for everything. your foundation yesterday :D
it was really good haha. mus go out more together! haha
love ya! :D best friends forever!

dear STEPH,
haha. thanks for helping out in the dyeing hair process.
you've been a really great friend!
hope you'll solve your problems soon!
i noe you can haha (: thanks so much for being so
nice too ! :D love ya. you are a really great friend!
all the best! :D

PROM NIGHT!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 5:33 PM

wow its super long since i blog haha! :P
opps. haha. LOL. okay after olevels is definitely
a relief and now its gonna be prom! :D
got my contacts and dress already.
now left
- shoes
- accessories
- bag
- make up and styling

omg, i'm seriously running out of cash man.
shitty sia. shall find out a way! :D

olevel! and prelims!
Friday, September 24, 2010 @ 3:51 AM

wow. since long tat i've blogged.
haha, its 24 sep today!
and i got bak my maths paper, ss paper and poa.

poa was bad as usual, still f9 ._. sian diao.

ss was really dissapointing cos i failed but i was definitely able to do better
if i managed my time better, so i'm gonna train myself to
do faster faster faster!

maths was really shocking :D i am better than zheng hui :D
haha, LOL i say his name cos he was shocked i was better
than him cos usually he's lyk better than me :D
A2 overall but jus 1 more mark to A1 so i'm definitely gonna
chiong till i get A1 for my maths in Olevels! :D

i really wish i can do really well for alot of subjects! :D
gonna work freaking hard. only left 1 month!
scary! :D really have to chiong! ooooooo!
good luck everybody. lets work hard together! :D

super super long nv blog le :D
Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 4:23 AM

here's some nice pictures i wanna blog randomly :D


















haha, its been really long since i've blog.

omg and its gonna be olevels soon.

next wk's prelim! so fast. i'm really afraid.

but i'll jus try my best, all these yrs jus for olevel.

definitely mus do well! :D haha.



and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDI! :D

Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 7:15 AM

leaving tmr! :D
hope that it's gonna be a great trip.
i really hope that can enjoy the days there.
will be back on 24~! :D
gonna miss maths, fel so guilty la :(
so sad, jus hope everything will be fine.
takecares people i'll buy things bak! :D
love ya!

Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 4:19 AM


forgot to post picture for jee's birthday opps :X
haha, here you go, happy belated birthday jee! :D


Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 12:12 AM

hope tmr's gonna be fine, sch in the day thn after tat,
go out :D yeah! mus have a great time! :D

Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 6:44 AM

rather long since i've blogged.
hope everything will be fine.
i'll jus be strong. i will.

Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 6:19 AM

you'll realise the emptiness when the truths
comes out and u realised that no 1 is there.

@ 2:24 AM

omg, i miss band! its been really long since i've touch my instrument!
omg, the last time i only got to polish and maintain my instrument,
syf, still seems to be jus a moment before but i'm actually already
a sec4 in the band, the eldest batch. time flies, it seems lyk yesterday
when the band got a gold, when the band went overseas, i really
hope this yr there'll be a trip, i miss the times, where studies was nv
the top, when studies wasnt so stressful lyk now.

olevel in days that are countable.
all i wan now is to turn bak time,
where everything was fine and nice.

Friday, May 7, 2010 @ 7:10 AM

回忆如困兽,牢牢地把你捆住。
is wad i've chosen now the right choice?

@ 6:30 AM

rather long since i blog i think haha.
opps :X so exams are here. next wk's
gonna be worse :( alot of important subjects.
ciam liao, hope i can do well. (:
papers passed are some not okay some ok?
duno if i did well, but i jus hope can,
trying my best bahx... okay, tats all. bye.

Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 9:27 AM

:D haha, been rather long since i've blog :D
hoho, ok. so days had been rather tiring, studying
everyday, but i'm gonna do well ! i mus make sure
i do, olevel yr, mus chiong and use less com. :D
yippy (: i wanna do well. i wanna do well arh!
i miss my horn and section :(
wed exam le! omg, mus go for it!
use com less less less! shall do my best! :D
bye ppl! good luck for mid yr!

Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 6:22 AM

today went for the bursary award thing.
had to reach there lyk 8?
suntec convention hall. omg, sian diao,
saw yan ling there too, her bro was getting the
bursary too LOL. messy stuffs happen ._.
LOL, say wad i not the presentative, then say i am.
LOL, faint super weird can.
and its such a coincidence, sat with yl's bro and i didnt
realised. dots ._. so got to noe a girl from orchid park sec
i tink, cos the place was too cold ._.
had food after the bursary presentation.
then walked around with mum.

tmr gonna go for the talk thing at cc,
though i dun really have mood,
i think i do need more motivation again,
maybe its other things i need.
haiz, i duno wad i can do, haiz.

Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 10:03 PM

omg, i love Leah Daniels on youtube! :D
she sang the song i requested terrified by kara dioguardi!
haha its super super super super duper duper nice!
omg, i am so so happy! :D
haha LOL

here's the link so listen people! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=kEkirwWISVE&playnext_from=TL&videos=Lo9Soh_IlKk&feature=sub

sports carnival and jill birthday outing!
Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 5:54 AM

happy birthday jill and jun hui :D

haha, today not bad, though there are gooo times
and bad times. every thing has all these elements
so wadeva, LOL. did the passing ball thing,
highest for our class was 107. not bad :D
wore the class tee and took lots lots of photo today!
great isnt it, haha LOL.

after that went out with chuan jee, siti, jill, limting and yenting (:
went to watch how to train your dragon, its really nice,
the dragon, dam cute can haha LOL, ok move on,
after that went to play ground and played, rained so we stayed in the shelter.
LOL, haha, its great singing alot and playing there.
later some juniors came LOL, haha, by then we were already in super
messy state, fly until unglam but who cares :D
haha, its been really long since lyk tat le, haha.
i jus hope everything can go on lyk tat :D
yeah (:
bye people :D

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 7:22 AM

yeah, not much homework today.

but thrus need hand up alot ._.

humans, poa, art. omg. faint. arh.

veyr high now, ok la actually.

i also duno y.

love the water technique, can drink water :D

haha ! ok sot liao :D

lalala, i am bored, but i love days when i dun need to hand up

homework the next day.

then i can use com freely and not think abt all the stress :D

lalala, weijie birthday tmr, i mus remember to msg him at 12am haha! :D

yeah! did smth crazy today, haha,

cupcakes + blue thing + me + limting + 'piakkkkkkk' long sound

= something special! :D LOL

weird me, bye (:

Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 7:30 AM

uploading video, taking dam long LOL.

okay, today was rather fun :D
seems like a bonding with the guys cos
i was the only girl there LOL,
went with sufianto, weijie, marcus, fangyu, zhenghui, hongkai and jonas.
sry for being late in the morning :X opps.
haha, the motivation talk was not bad,
made me more happy LOL, channel better thoughts :D
though there are sian moments but its useful though :D
haha, LOL, thanks mr d ng and jason.
great day tmr gonna be better i noe! :D

Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 5:27 AM

its a crazy rollercoaster ride now,
and i hate rollercoasters.
i jus wan everything to be fine.
tats not the best solution,
i wry cos i am a friend.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 6:35 AM

tired of doing art.
arh. u are making me dislike u day by day.
thank you

Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 9:35 PM

i wish i could turn bak time, where troubles were

- worrying abt where the sweets were??
- why cant i open the frige?
- why is the apple red?
- i dont care i jus wanna scream.

all these and all that, at least i didnt have to care.
at least i was carefreee.
i duno wad else i can do.

arh. fcuk.

Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 4:54 AM

quite long nv blog le
lol, its been rather slacking for the
last wk, and yesterday had parent meeting
thingy, talked alot. LOL,
then eat with limting n her mum with my mum n i.
LOL ok, i am really bored today,
rotted at home wtf. ok lol wadeva. bye/

Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 2:07 AM

omg, i'm addicted to these 2 songs now!

according to you and
need you now (:

ok haha shall post the lyrics here :D

According to you

according to you
i'm stupid,
i'm useless,
i cant do anything right,
according to you
i'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
i'm a mess in a dress,
cant show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
according to you, according to you.

but according to him
i'm beautiful,
incredible,
he cant get me out of his head.
according to him
i'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite,
i dont fel lyk stopping it,
so baby tell me what i got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not,
according to you.

(jus part of the lyrics cos i lazy type) :D


Need you now

picture perfect memories,
scattered all arounf the floor.
reaching for the phone cause, i cant fight it anymore.
and i wonfer if i ever cross your mind.
for me it happens all the time.

its a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.
said i wouldnt call but i lost all control and i need you now.
and i dont know how i can do without, i jus need you now.

another shot of whiskey, cant stop looking at the door.
wishing you'd come sweeping in the wya you did before.
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind.
for me it happens all the time.

its a quater after one, i'm alittle drunk,
and i need you now.
said i wouldnt call but i lost all control and i need you now
and i dont know how i can do without, i jus need you now.

yes i'd rather hurt then fel nothing at all.
it's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.
and i said i wouldnt call but i'm a little drink and i need you now.
and i dont know how i can do without, i jus need you now.
i jus need you now.
oh baby i need you now.

theses are lovely songs haha :D
they are so so nice can haha LOL
motivational talk second day, was still ok.
still not tat motivated yet, though enjoyed the games (:
haha, my group name is hahaha,
with 8 members (:
LOL shall post more later?

motivation talk
Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 5:17 AM

had motivation talk today by mind champs.
overall was ok, the games was not bad, quite fun to be
blind fold and stuffs haha (:
but as for the motivational part, okay okay only.
LOL, i hope the 2 more days ahead can be better...

very sian sia, tmr got va, dam shit man, no mood to study yet,
rather after the motivational talk then study ma LOL
ok nvm LOL. alot of tings not done, dam shit.

had a heart to heart talk with limting (:
haha was really great haha (:

Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 8:12 AM

happy birthdy klarice,
celebrated kla's birthday today @ vivo,
played water LOL, was alittle crazy.
eat sweet things for the whole day.
omg faint LOL

我真的希望我能看见你的真面目。
我好累啊。真的好辛苦。
不知如何是好,我好怀疑,好想知道一切的一切。。。

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 6:41 AM

guitar guitar LOL, i wan a guitar now.
lol, today and yesterday pe like shit lyk tat,
so freaking tiring la ._. faints.
today better cos its excercise not running.
running is killer man faint. can die sio.

my house seems lyk some dead place, so quiet,
though the television is on, i wish there were more people,
my mum's slping, i'm using the com alone.
makes me feel more alone ._. LOL, sian.

tired, today had va. sian.
everyday there's gonna be va.
faint. the school's draining us up.
oh no.

Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 7:07 AM

humans - essay, worksheet
el - compre
math - worksheet
poa - 10 yr series
art - alot alot more.

many many more._. omg, faint.
i dun even noe whether i am working hard enough.
i think i am not, so dead la. i really ned to work harder omg!
i dun wan run liao la, stupid training. dam shit sia,
waste time only.
i rather use the time to study!

Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 11:11 PM

yesterday was great,
dunman concert not bad, they played well (:
was enjoyable :D haha, after tat mac then cab home
with marcus and alif. was really tired yesterday,
but had a great bonding time with the juniors.
thanks natasha, for the sticky candies :D
its so nice (: haha. love it.

tmr's sch reopen. alot homework not done :(
wad to do, haiz, sian. i dun feel lyk doing.
kill me please.

Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 8:58 AM

how how how arh.
i'm so fustrated now. irritated everything bad.
now i have a bad feeling abt tmr. shit.
fcuk

@ 7:44 AM

omg, i really fel so guity its been a week.
yet i didnt did much revision omg, y am i still not in the mood!
dead! work harder harder! jia you.

Labels:


@ 2:29 AM

today's the last band rehearsal :(
omg, i'm so sad. gonna miss band and section alot.
today is great, had alot of fun, jus lyk the old day.
haha (: really hope everything will be fine always.
need to wake up and work hard. i dun wanna let
anyone down! i mus do it ! and i can!
shall mug later after i wake up tmr,
gonna have tuition tmr. will blog maybe later?
tired tired but fun fun :D haha.
thanks people (: hope tmr will be even better :D

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 7:37 AM

omg, i've still got tons of homework,
getting stress out, not much studying done
in the wk. omg. am i dead?

band tmr, but i dun fel lyk going art after tat,
wad to do, shall c how bahx, maybe friday then go?
or maybe i'll c how. wonder wad will tmr be like?
LOL, tiring. i jus wish something could brighten my day for once.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 10:55 PM

kids nowadays are really lyk big fcuk.
bad day, art, stupid things happen.
small issue LOL dumb.

gossip girl-ing trying to forget by watching tat.
LOL, shall mug soon?

'at least u get to wake up from your nightmare, but i'm leaving in 1'

Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 1:54 AM

streets filled with memories,
tearsdrops roll down like razorblades.
cutting through with hurting,
cos the deepest one no one can c.

LOL, tmr got com meeting @ 2.
wonder wad will tmr be like,
dun dare to expect too much anymore.
jus hope everyday will be great 1 tats all.
who actually remembered things.
LOL, nvm i duno wad i talking.

learn to forget things as they are not worth
your thinking. learn to accept things as they come.
get bak on track on wads the most important.
its nv too late to wake up cos waking up late is better
than nv to wake up. remember tis.

我好想你,你好吗?
我真的很希望你能在我身边
我真的希望你在世界的另外一尽头
会过得比我好。。。
我曾后悔我做的不够,没有让你
更加快乐更加开心。。对不起
阿嫲

Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 2:43 AM

i wanna watch nodame cantabile! :D
haha! its seems really really nice.

btw, guess wad i'm actually not in a good mood.
wow, LOL, crazy. seriously i duno y.
no mood and everything. wad to do sia.
hate it. hate life. yes, i'm dam freaking negative now.

stupid stuffs.
@ 2:16 AM

- sometimes its the way u think that leads to the way u act.

- waking up late is better nv waking up.

Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 5:13 AM

its been such a long time since i'm back blogging.
computer down for super super long la. LOL.
at last, i'm bak.
hope tis march holiday will be a break.
but somehow i dun think so. LOL
sudden no mood again duno y. ok
forget it. bye.

i (h) you.
Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 5:16 AM

some ppl say, knowing the truth now is better than
knowing it later, but for me, i rather i nv knew.
i really wished i knew nth. :( life's different now.
and i really do hate it, so fast, i'm sec4 already.
i duno wad i can do, whether i can handle it or not.
i jus wish everything will get better form feb onwards.
maybe i'll get used to it. maybe i'll be happier? i duno.
i'll have to learn to get use to it. hard but i dun have a choice.
2 of a kind, mel u noe wad i talking abt. LOL.

is being a double face person so easy?
its so obvious now yet u still act as nth happened.
wtf.

Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 8:05 AM

HATE LIFE FOR WAD IT IS NOW!

so long since i've blog.
@ 4:20 AM

LOL, its rather long since i've blogged again.
realised tat things are getting more and more
stressful nowadays, really hope everything will
be fine bahx. pool-ed yesterday with the group.
pei limting eat dessert today and last but nt least,
thanks gen for lending me your com.


i've trusted u wrong, u noe who u are.

Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 11:27 PM

omg, i am using lim ting's laptop to blog.
haha lol, super super freaking long nv blog
cos my com broke down. :( so sad,
today yuhui and lim ting came to my house to
do the card tingy ok, secret LOL wadeva,
they are actually here with me now la.
recently nth much or i should say there's alot.
went to polys open houses and my legs are
lyk gonna break. haha. LOL, tiring. i really hope
things will get better in this yr of 2010.
its olevels year everyone seems much more intense
so scary. LOL. jus hope everything will actually go
well. its really tiring even jus after the 1st wk of sch.
band's resuming soon. excited. yet i believe its definitely
gonna be dam freaking tiring again.
people should noe y, LOL, especially the 3 of us.
ok, shall blog soon again. i miss my blog lol.
my com too. but maybe its a good thing then i will not
addict to my com and i can study more hohoho (:
byebye ppl :D

Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 1:50 AM

its a brand new year (: haha, there's so many things
happening recently haha :D LOL, tired.
sch's gonna reopen but i haven even touched any
homework. omg dead. ok bye ppl.
happy new year (:

days passed lyk a blink of eye :(
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 4:33 AM

so st days has passed. it has been quit a long time since i've blogged.
haha LOL.ok, days passed with great people.
and my cousin from hong kong camed too.
they leaving tmr le, a gd thing i think. haha.
LOL ok, nth much le bahx, shall blog soon maybe (:
concert was ok. didnt slp cos need to takecare the others.
haha LOL. i was the santa clause of the day ._.
lame okay. done. bye (: cya soon.
new yr! i am scared. olevels are coming soon!

concerto de amore
Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 4:08 AM

i love concerto de amore (:
its suh a amazing piece :D
okay haha, dunman exchange was a gd experience
but lots of mishaps happened :(

its been long since i've blogged.
com's going crazy n so am i.
tired n more tired tats all.

Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 7:49 PM

its super since i've blogged, LOL
anyways, band camp was tiring on the
30 nov, 1 n 2 dec. LOL, its lyk really late to update
tis. haha lol :P some outings here and there, and
soon gonna make cards for this year's concert (:
ok, dun fellyk blogging liao got time and
mood then blog bahx. byebye (:

Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

rather long since i've blogged,
no mood n everything. had some fun days,
but now rotting for days :(
monday band camp, hope everything's gonna be fine
:(

Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 7:24 AM

sometimes y things are changing so easily
i wonder y, jus hope things will get better,
i am still nt over, i duno when i will
jus trying to not make others wry tats all.

Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 4:10 AM

nv go sch for the whole week.
trying to not think so much bahx.
tis is life.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 6:39 AM

haiz.

Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

things are solved better i hope,
but now, there nth worse than tis,
there's nth tat i will care for more than
its, 14 nov 2009 1.10am
a deep good bye and i love you.
rest in peace. u will always be in our hearts.

hate life as it is now.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 4:17 AM

seriously, i fcuking hate my life now.
everything is like shit. dam shit shit.
haiz, i really dun understand wads happening
now. haiz, hate it. :( jus so many troubles nowadays.
and its getting from bad to worse. i am so tired.

i seriously hate it when i smth happen abt me
and i noe nth at all. if its not abt me then ok, i dun
mind not to noe. but the thing is its obviously smth
tat got to do with me and i duno.

i am tired. really tired. i cant sleep yesterday,
too many things on my mind. seriously. killing me,
i hate tis alot alot alot. i am jus so freaking tired already.
why is everything happening to me and i duno y.
haiz, really hate tis alot. fcuk.

i really dun fel lyk going sch anymore,
i treated every friend like gold, a very important person
and if anyone of my friend had problems, i try my best to
help, yet i duno y others are different. haiz, i duno really
duno, tis is killing me. i trust all my friends, gving them alot
alot of trust, yet they dont seems to trust me, i duno wad i
can actually do anymore. and i dun even noe wad the fcuk
i did wrong. haiz. why is life lyk tis.

need a break
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 7:43 AM



really sad today, ok i'll jus start talking abt tis photo 1st.
cut my hair today, though not tat short, but weird weird.
i hv an urge to cut short hair like tis photo, samantha from
antm cycle 11, runner up. her hair is so pretty, fel lyk cutting
the same but i duno if tis hair works for black color :X
oh ya, talking abt cuting my hair today, hope can bring me gd
luck, ok lame, it turn from straight the layered again.
ok.LOL wadeva. i gt urge to cut short hair soon. howhow?
should i should i? maybe in dec (: i wan cut but i scared not nice.
lol ideas for me anyone?

today, was sad and bad. life's getting worse and harder each day.
really tiring. i duno wad to do. i dun lyk the life i am in now,
but i cant do anything :( everything is getting worse each day.
too many things to handle and its driving me crazy. :(

a break is jus wad i need yet, when can i exactly take a break?
i think i hv maths homework, but i am not planning to look at
my maths bk at all, i dun wan :(

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 7:00 AM

maybe you were right, i didnt had any specific best friends,
tats y i got left out so easily. i doubt anyone would disagree.

i am jus really tired. really really tired already,
duno wad else i can do actually. still not enough
yet? kill me instead.

ok tired.
Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 5:12 AM

today bridging as usual, had el and sciences.
tiring sia, then ended at arnd 3, with a chem practical.
got back some crystals form our last experiment. (:
was quite nice, LOL. after tat went to sectionals,
horn and trumpets were sharing the same rm.
worked noah's ark. after tat went bak at 4.30
tot end already, in the end become full band,
played two symphonic movements, the band was lyk
half of the syf group ._. i am the only horn. LOL
but it was nt bad, though tiring still quite gd :D

omg, i dun wan do maths now :(
so sad la i really dun fel lyk doing duno how :(

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 8:13 PM

i am at language lab lalala :D
haha, mel is looking at me LOL
phy not bad la haha, quite fun :D
byebye :D

Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 8:07 AM

stupid ppl are lyk dam fcuk up nowaday.
i am disliking today, ok i mean yesterday.

my mum's super unlucky, this stupid woman
snatch my mum's money when she was working
and accidentally dropped her money on the floor.
wad kind of person is this fcuk woman?

this fcuking dam idiot, ownself no name, use my
name to tag on other ppl's blog. extra la, pls la.
are u dumb or wad, no name is it? fk u, tis is to
return tat u wrote tis on my friend's blog.
i dun offend ppl if u dont offend me, u step on me
1st, and btr dun let me find out who are you.
cos u are seriously a fcuking dumb idiot.

haha, ok done. mus be happy (;
law of attraction! lalala ! :D
be happy and happy things will come to you! :D
yippy :D

bridging tmr. boring. lalala.
no mood. totally. :(

Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 10:49 AM

sometimes i wonders y i could hv so much
more patience in my grandma, yet i cant hv
as much patience in my mum, but actually i
realised tat, i am actually nt the only 1 tat does
not hv patience with my mum. ._.

all of a sudden, i fel lyk typing lots of words.
i am weird, and yes i noe i am LOL.
haha, bored., freaking out and everything.
times are really really hard nowaday.
stressing and everything. especially family things
tat are happening, yet i cant display the sadness i hv
inside of me at home, so many those sadness changed
into anger at home. getting fustrated very easily at
home, especially with my mum. tis is lyk totally
different from the me with my friends when i dun really
get fustrated tat easily actually. but i seriously duno wads
happening to me actually. i am worried, cos anytime there
might jus be this something tat i nv wan it to happen at all.
now i fel lyk breaking down, maybe jus awhile will do, then
i'll jus pull myself up again with this strong face, that i always
bring up at home, no matter how sad can i be i'll still be the same
so at least no one needs to wry abt me at home. yet, i can
be afraid tat tis balloon might jus burst anytime.

i am so afraid. yet i dun wanna say out. nono. i dun wan to.
me, is nt me at home. who noes deep inside there is jus this
weak person, trying to come out, trying to let people noe she
cares abt this family, she wanna be strong so tat no 1 can actually
harm this family anymore. no one need to be worried abt tis girl
cos she can do well. yet sometimes this turns bad when her family
sees her as, some1 who doesnt care, still too young to think abt tis
family, some1 who is jus lazy, duno wad the heck she's doing. and
making tis family worried. tis is not wad i wan.


i put up this strong face because i need to,
deep inside me, i wan no one to be hurt, especially
my love ones, tat i dont show as much care to.
i need to support this family, protect my family as i am
the only child, the only hope tats on me,
maybe tis is nt wad my family actually protrays on me,
maybe tis is nt wad my family expected of me, this stupid person.
yet, in me, there is jus tis someone tat jus wanted to protect
and give this family at least a save and happy ending.
even if she has to stress herself on this alot. there is no harm.
she'll jus try her best. very best till she die.

another tat she wans to do, is to help her friends.
i believe tat every one has a true self deep under them.
but due to things tat happened arnd them, regardless of
actually anything, they build up walls in them, people do
change but this is how they grow, friends can only be here
to remind them of who they are, who they used to be,
wad they were actually going for, their aim and goals and
everything. friends do not chose friends. friends are people
tat u feel comfortable with, not forcing urself to adapt to some1.
we have to help each other, bare with some minor attitude problems
cos no1 is perfect, yet nt adapting to each other. not trying to change
for anyone else, unless its a major problem. i believe everyone
has a good side, its jus how they potrays it.

try taking a picture, letting urself go. a picture tat show the emotions
deep inside ur heart, wad u feels and nothing else. when u truely get
it, u will understand reality and life and being urself truely means.

@ 9:42 AM

today was rather great,
woke up did some things at home.

went to limting's hse cos meng ian say
his horn's trigger key stuck.
so went there, and guess wad, he took out
his horn, and the trigger wad ok, LOL.
wasted my time lo ._.'''

after tat trained with limting to vivo,
collected her hp and chat and ate.
amazing things happened on the return trip!
limting noes why haha! it was lyk a miracle.
LOL, nt so over, jus actually alittle paiseh.
hahas, but happy though. (:

rushed bak amk to meet gen, evan n meng ian.
for lan (: depart with lim ting @ koi and then flew
to raidus. before tat, saw someone limting wans to
c (: haha lols funny!

the game of L4D wasnt tat good, couldnt really
got into the correct mode thingy. so played counter
strike. rather lame for me ._. kill die kill die. LOL
funny. ok after tat departed with the guys, pei gen
to the dbs machine. thn bus-ed home (:

the rain was crazily mad. it makes me fel alittle odd
though, there was emotions in the rain, alittle sad, angry,
confused, fun. weird jus many many emotions in the rain.
got wet when i got off the bus, all because of the wind with the rain.

ok tats abt it today (:
but its gonna be boring tmr. lalala :(

angry angry!
Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 9:55 AM

omg i am super angry tat i forgot abt the death note 2
today! i am only starting to watch it now!
omg, pekcek, y am i so forgetful! arh.

btw, i love america's next top model (:

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 7:26 AM

results of sa2 are out. scary though.
didnt did well, failed 3, maths, sci n poa.
my poa. shit sia. angry. paper 1 pass, paper 2
kns liao. wth. but should be can go up.
but i am jus really worried of next yr's olevel.
failing 2 importants subject equals dead.
mus work super super hard! jia you.
brigding starting soon, band starting soon.
hope everything will be ok bahx.
jus a little stress here and there.
trying to destress, but duno why dun really can.
haiz, try my best bahx.

Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 9:51 AM

changed blogskin today. hope tmr's results
will be ok. i am scared duno how. haiz.

i feel lyk changing url should i?

20 quotes and sayings.
@ 8:53 AM

  1. When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
  2. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.
  3. We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
  4. Never tell me the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon
  5. Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
  6. Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.
  7. If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it does not come back, it was never meant to be.
  8. The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them
  9. You can't have a better tomorrow if you're always thinking about yesterday.
  10. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
  11. It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves.
  12. when you were born, you were crying and everyone else around you was smiling. live your life so that when you die, you will be smiling and everyone around you will be crying
  13. Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But I'd rather be your moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun isn't around.
  14. To love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, to love someone who loves you is everything.
  15. Never let your past dictate who you are, but let it be a part of who you will become.
  16. It is better for girl to sleep a hundred years and be kissed and awakened by the right prince than to stay awake and be kissed a hundred times by the wrong frog.
  17. Hand holding doesn't mean you're in love, kisses don't always mean something real, promises are broken as fast as they're made and sometimes...goodbyes really are forever.
  18. Last night i was thinking of you, a tear rolled down my face, i asked the tear "where are you going" the tear replied "there's someone so important in your eyes, there is no room for me"
  19. I have learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
  20. I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid to love, I'm afraid of not being loved back

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 7:35 AM

BORED BORED BORED

OMG, ROTTING.

Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 8:55 AM

you do not need to on the lights,
when u realise tat it doesnt make a defference anymore.
(this is hurting)

@ 8:33 AM

:D exams are over. omg, happy happy.
but i am sad tat i cant go night safari today with group.
sadded :(

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 9:49 AM

studying science is killing me

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 8:59 AM

poa exam tmr, duno if i can manage it,
dun fel lyk studying liao.
slping soon bahx, tired, brain tired.
duno how, btw, thanks to certain ppl today.

COME TO LIFE
Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 7:38 AM

COME TO LIFE, MARIE DIGBY

There's a river flowing through me... it knows me
It's currents, they control my emotions
But there's just one stream that evades me, escapes me
It overflows when my heart's left open
Your feelings, are the one thing
Out of my control, it's not in my hands
Not knowing... is killing me
Where's the way inside your soul?
We gotta get it grow
Like a flower under rain
Like a child's first day
Like a story's first page
Watch our love come to life
Love is not a thing to rush
It's a feeling you should trust
It'll be that way with us
Watch our love come to life
Come to life come to life
Watch our love come to life
There's not point in our predictions
Or wishing... the paths we're on are somehow connected
Cause you can't see around the corner
You wanna... cause you're so afraid life'll leave you rejected
When you least expect itYour feelings... are the one thing
Out of my control... it's not in my hands
Not knowing, is killing me
Where's the way inside your soul... we gotta let it grow
Like a flower under rain
Like a child's first day
Like a story's first page
Watch our love come to life
Love is not a thing to rush
It's a feeling you should trust
It'll be that way with us
Watch our love come to life
Come to life come to life
Watch our love come to life

baby
@ 7:21 AM

saw tis cute little girl on the bus today,
i realised being a baby, isnt tat bad, they
can cry whenever they wan, no one would
judge them strangely, but as u grow up, many
ppl sees crying as a sign of weakness.
babies cry whenever they wan, for wadeva the
reasons, even the smallest things tat u might think
its a little useless now, but they are able to do wadeva
they wan, crying from the chair to the floor, and the
next moment, smiling and laughing with tears still
in the corners of their small little eyes. then, they can
start crying all over again, so pityfully, lyk the worst thing
had jus happened, yet all these seems to me lyk jus the
beginning of their life. maybe the easiest part of their life,
tat they might nv ever remembered. but still this is their life,
yet, jus the beginning. many more things for them to explore,
many more things to experience, till they grow strong.

had fun.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 7:12 AM

today was nt bad, rather quite gd day.
wasnt as bad as i tot it was gonna be.
thanks da bai chi (: it was fun double
biking with u, though u are crazy dots.
stupid da bai chi. haha. went east coast
biking with lots of ppl, was a long ride,
tired too, but it was fun. haha.
aladdin postition "inside joke"
dots, thanks ppl anyway, it was a better
day... i am ok la ppl lols. jus a little stress
will be ok soon i hope.

nt in the mood.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 5:23 AM

sry ppl, for my attitude today.
i was jus not in the mood.
jus, certain things tat made me lyk
this, i jus gt too much things in me,
gonna make me burst, the rain made
me fel lyk crying even more, jus sry
if i caused trouble for you all. sry, really
sry... i wonder wad gt into me.
there's smth i gotta tel myself.
"its none of my bussiness, wake up."
this is to wake myself up. ok. nt to
any1 else except myself.

happy birthday mel (:
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 5:21 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA! :D

sch-ed and after sch went to celebrate mel's bday.
went nebo, with limting and mel. had alot of fun and
laughter. haha. lol. funny. crazy woman. we were dam
crazy, hope this crazy woman enjoyed today.
haha, best wishes, being 15's great (:

:(
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 2:52 AM

mugged super little today. rather guilty :(
but really didnt fel lyk . :( duno how.

a story
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 4:22 AM

ok, i fel lyk saying a story today,
so here goes the story...,

once, there was this girl, named *hope, she was a happy, joyful
girl tat love life. she also love to sing alot, no matter where she
goes, she will sing along the way, nt caring how others judged her.
but she was born in tis family, that wasnt as happy as she was.
she was in a broken family since young. dad finding other woman
outside, and sorts, family everyday was in a chaotic situation.
infront of the girl the family didnt seems to be in any bad shape
till the night fall, chaotic was the only thing tat the girl had seen.
no matter how much she cried nth was able to help. she could only
see this situation get worse, worse n worst. soon the dad left the house
to another flat and lived with another woman, as the girl grows up,
she soon forget the looks of her so called dad, she could only remember
the worst of his acts and tats all, yet every now and then, he calls bak
to her mum, who's the girl's grandma. nt asking abt her health.
yet, it was to ask for money. this man, doesnt gv the family a single cent
after divorcee, dared to ask his mum for money, wad kind of person is tis.
the feeling of hate in this girl for her dad grew stronger n stronger, and she
never ever want to see tis terrible person ever again. she grew strong.
knowing that she's the one tat is soon gonna support tis family when she grow
up, but all this hid deep in her heart, nt letting anyone especially her family to
know. after a long time, there was a called made by the girl's dad, telling the girl's
grandma that he with another woman, which is duno how many women of his,
had s child, a baby boy. the girl wasnt sad, but she all she wanted was revenge.
wondering y would tis kind of person have such life, that was so blessed instead
of her grandma, who had to suffer, all the illness in life, she couldnt see in one of
her eye, and she accept it, stayed strong still able to do everything. yet now,
the other eye of her's getting worse, vision getting blur. the girl was hurt, was sad,
was stressed. problems occuring all around her. and tis, is even worse, she could
only c and do nth. she's really feeling all useless and mad abt herself tat couldnt do
anything well. nobody could hv felt hows she's lyk. how much she wanted to tear
and cry lyk a baby but she couldnt, she could only swallow everything bak into
herself, drowning herself in her own tears and staying cheerful around her family
and friends so as to nt let worried so much, she's tired, yet nth can be done. all she
could do was to break down outside of her family once or twice, when she cant take
it anymore thats all, and here i wished tat *hope will truely find her real happiness
that she deserves in life.

*names been changed (:

done haha, the story tat i want to tel (: haha done. :D

devastated
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 6:43 AM

sad. i duno wad will happen onwards.
things happen and they are nt changable.
help cant be reached, wondering what can be done.
devastated, anxious, afraid and eveything u can imagine
of. nth can be done. nth i can do anymore.
wad happen is gonna happen. forget it
gave up;

2 papers downed (:
Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 4:42 AM

nt bad ya. at least 2 papers down, but i am really afraid.
very scared duno how. hope can do well bahx.
i wanna learn the song on the piano (:
haha. some ppl will noe wad i talking abt haha.
:D yesterday n today was nt bad (: fun. haha. thanks
ppl.

stress
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 8:11 AM

stress shit. omg. dead. arh. going crazy.
arh

tired. kfc, study.
Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 6:13 AM

studied at kfc today after sch, quite tired.
studied humans. lol. tired. but okok la.
now dun fel lyk studying omg 7 oct is lyk
in 2 days. so scared duno y jus really scared...
duno wad i wanted to post lol.
everytime so forgetful duno how ._.'''

:( dun fel lyk doing anything.
Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 8:08 AM

dun fel lyk going study, dun fel lyk going sch.
dun fel lyk having exams. duno wads happening
to me omg hate it arh. suck.

mugging day.
@ 5:22 AM

was an ok mugging day today again.
today on chem, but half way. nt done. LOL.
wanted to study phy n chem but wasnt able
to LOLs. ok. was with wen jus now. later, her
bf came. they ate and walked home. was flying
home. lols. dots. i dun wan sch tmr. boring boring.
i dun wan. but still have to no choice, exams arnd
the corner. omg. arh. dead. i am totally nt prepared
wad to do man. omg. haiz. jia you bahx.
gd luck everyone!

mooncake festival (:
Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 8:37 AM

played candle with friends jus now,
the play was super burnt black :X
but we cleared up ya. guai ok. lols.
thn homed. nth much. was okok.
bye.

@ 5:03 AM

blogger is super slow la. dots.
wadeva. bored now. freaking no mood.
i duno y haiz. sad. wanna go out but nvm.
nth. forget it. early morning, went study
at bishan. wasnt really productive saded
ok. wadeva. tats abt it tmr duno how. haiz.
wadeva bye.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 3:20 AM

omg, the world's shaking. LOL
felt the floor, chair, bed shaking omg
scary, its lyk a mini earthquake scary

wondering wads happening.
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 8:49 AM

boring days. super sian. nth to say. bored.
wanted to post things then i fogotten. wth.
seriously need to study more bahx. duno how.
:( crazy :( bye.

arh :(
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 6:06 AM

ok i fel dam bad cos i didnt study the whole day :(
wasted another day. omg. dead. 7 oct 1st paper.
arh. howhow. humans, lots to cover... omg. duno how.
need to work harder. but i duno y jus dun fel lyk studying :(
try my best bahx. bye...

need to mug.
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 6:15 AM

sian. need to mug more tmr already. dun fel lyk doing
anything today actually. duno wad i can do. very tired...
really scared for eoy. i guess i'll jus hv to try alot more
harder bahx...

band.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 7:24 AM

today had practical exam and then band.
tired, listless, no mood and jus actually everything.
very high for a moment and sad for the other.
freak. wads hapening. suck. exams coming. freak.
dead.

studying day.
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 6:16 AM

another studying day. with lt, kla, becca & zh.
was ok, did some studying @ starbucks...
then things happened. ok nvm. took pictures,
posting on fb later. tired. hand very pain i duno y.
hope will be ok soon. jus now lyk gt alot thing to blog.
but now suddenly no mood again... i duno y. forget it.
bye.

basket ball, study.
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 6:12 AM

out with jet, fy n their friend.
morning was raining heavily.
so actually the thing was lyk cancelled.
LOL, then after tat the rain stop.
so it was continued. LOL dots.
went there, help to bring their friend.
i was odd la lol ._. dam odd. dots.
then played basketball, but still odd me.
sry ppl, was really lousy ._. basketball machine
better for me la. haha :P ok. played basketball
even in the rain. lol. haha. after tat ate at park mac.

next, studying at library with gen.
haha. not bad studied maths. tried to
understand cosine n sine rule things.
then ate chocolate truffle n drank ice chocolate :D
happy happy. sweet stuffs. ok haha. nth liao.
byeeeee ppl :D

replying tags and today (:
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 4:04 AM

ok haha. seems to be lyk years since i hv blogged.
:X haha, abit over ok LOL, ya so many things happened
recently dun really fel lyk talking abt it. haha. LOL.
shall talk abt today bahx. stayed bak after sch to prac.
today there was really very little ppl ._. tot tat some section
gonna hv sectionals in the end dun hv ._. LOL dot dot dot.
so there was jet, weijie, jee n me. so little haha ._. but i had fun (:
after tat lt, kla n zh came bak after they ate? then lt left for her
dental while kla n zh studied. as for the rest of us, continued prac (:
prac prac prac, rather tired. haha. then went to mac, kla went home
n zh followed us. haha. was really nt feeling well though at mac.
didnt plan to eat but in the end still ate a double cheese burger.
thanks jet. after tatwent to find gen, chatted, then she ate the home-ed.
still really tired now. lot of lessons tmr. faints. duno wad to do.
nvm bahx. jia you. bye.


tags replied.

siti - haha, weird is nice (:

ying xian - haha, maybe will change luck.
haha, didnt really finished all elearn. x)

wendi - haha. special ma :D

jee - love the pattern too! :D

gen -aiyo nt dislocated la, its seperated nice wad :D

siti - LOL i am flying........

natasha - thanks alot :D gd luck for eoy too! (:

jill - nt torn la :D haha. nt really tat sad la haha :D

wendi - welcome ^^

yenting - haha. i saw ur link at dian's blog then realised
you linked me so i link u lo :D hahha

gen - nt dislocated la ._. ...

siti - haha ya weird is cool cos u are weird too! (:

karesia - :D thanks alot u gd luck too! jia you! (:

Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 11:28 PM

bored. lalala. lazy. :(
haven done enough studying :(
but i dun fel lyk studying wad to do.
elearn haven finish. :( sad.
fel dam sian ok wadeva. bye.

tired, freaking tired.
Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 9:42 AM

wow 2 band days, draining my whole person haha.
LOL, too over, jking. haha love the band. but the playing's
really bad... very tired. ok

fastforward ........ (:

arnd 3 meet gen, evan & meng ian.
seems lyk a mini section bonding ya!
hohoho, go lan, play L4D great (:
was fun haha. :D after tat walked to virtual
land, played arcade, haha. (: evan n meng ian,
still wanna challenge me in the basketball machine?
(: haha! LOL ok. was a ok day i think. wanna slp. bye.

Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 8:36 AM

tired. super tired, super many things to do today,
rather odd, but i think its ok, i enjoyed today overall.
but we really need to work alot more harder (:
tmr will be tiring too i think... haha. jia you.
still gt elearn haven do ciam :( lalala.

happy birthday wendi (:
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 9:05 AM

HAHA LAO AH MA! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
thanks for everything ya, hope u'll enjoy ur bday
tmr! :D best of luck to you! :D

shit.
@ 12:58 AM

so dead la. ._.
i had nt been studying for lyk days already.
omg. freak. wads happening to me sia.
seriously need to buck up, n pull up my socks.
tmr die die mus study, cos thrus n fri gt band
also, then sat n sun's gonna be last min.
omg, really worried wad my mind is thinking la.
haiz :( wads gonna happen to me. eoy arh!

teacher's day overdue pics (:
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 3:40 AM

















ok, here are the over due pics (:
hahah!

:(
@ 1:47 AM

ok, i am almost done with the thing...
but i didnt did much of the elearn thing.
sian sia, dun lyk do elearn la. :( but will do la,
no choice ma.. sian. promise myself i do it at night!
jia you, i'll chiong finish the thing 1st ok! (:
byeeeeeeeeee.

Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 6:31 AM

hope changing a blogskin will change my luck ?

Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 9:48 AM

:( sad.
thanks ppl for cheering me up (:

tags replied (:
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 8:25 AM

Decided to reply the tags here cos i realised i didnt replied for quite long (:

GENEVIE - okay, i will try my best nt to rush de (:

DIAN - i'll relink soon :D

WENDI - ya lo, everyone also stressed lyk tat, haha, ur prelims tmr ya,
mus jia you o! :D gd luck! :D

YX - haha, okies (:

SITI - okay, haha, maybe after eoy bahx...

YX - okie, thanks.

LIM TING - haha, you're welcome love (:

WEN EN - haha, go watch ! :D love the songs, but the show nt tat nice :X

GENEVIE - i'll do my best de k! :D but hor, dun too look forward hor,
cos i nt very gd still... but trying my best le okie (:

ok, yesterday's event (:
@ 5:37 AM

aces day workout
haha, started the day with aces day,
the timing as usual, 7.25 had to reach sch.
after tat, went for the dance workout.
learned the nice, was very very embrassed :(
dun wanna talk abt it hahaha. sch was very short.
ended arnd 10.30, then went home cos alot ppl
go bak their sch. LOL, rest for awhile cos later gt
bday party at becca's hse.

st nicks
ok haha, after tat, went bak to st nicks arnd 1 plus 2,
cos chermin 2 then finished sch ._. haha so sad.
so meet hannah n tgt wait for chermin.
had lunch there cos we seriously missed the food.
haha. so odd la! haha, cos too long nv go bak liao.
after we ate, then we walked arnd the sch (: chatted
haha, nt bad (: memories haha! didnt took much pictures.
haha. LOL sian, after tat called becca n she directly the
way to walk to her hse, oh ya, btw, when i was in the library.
dam stupid la, knock on smth n i gt a big blue black dumb.

limting's bday party
haha, nt bad la, though it was rather boring at 1st,
truth or dare, played half way. i gana dared to eat
twisties, half the packet tat made me dam full haha.
LOL, after tat, went to take a walk arnd bishan park.
then went bak. some were then playing badminton n
some were playing hola hoop (: haha joined them in the
hola hoop thingy (: haha, nt bad quite fun. haha. dots.
then ordered pizza for dinner, nt really full for alot o us.
so decided to cook noodles n we hv our chiefs of the day (:
jet n fang yu! haha dots, guys cooking! omg. scary.
n secrets to their cooking.. erm, nth to say. at least i noe
mine is perfectly fine n nice, thanks to jet for my noodles (:
yippy. haha, can c a great difference. haha, :D
they are definately gonna be great fathers next time :X
haha, LOL, they washed the bowls too! LOL, after tat,
they came out with tis cake for limting (: n we sang her a belated
bday song (: haha, great isnt it (: so fun hahaha lalala
ate the cake, took some photos n we enjoyed the cake so much yippy.
hoho. nice n yummy. ok done. (: bused home. :D
tired, didnt studied today. opps :X i fel bad. ok

byeebyee ppl, sch tmr. boring :(

a big big reminder for myself.
Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 8:59 AM

tis is wad u wan n tis is wad u will work hard for.
u dun wanna be lack behind n missing all those few
stupid marks tat makes u regret for life. so work extra
even harder girl, cos u noe u can do it. study harder,
strive harder as u will definately enjoy the labour of fruits
if u worked hard enough, nth to be afraid of, nth to be worried
if u worked with the energy u hv, here is the reminder, remember
wad u fel at tis very moment, wad u wan to be n wad u wanna be
on the eoy results. no matter wad, trying hard is the key at least
no matter wad the result is, u wont regret, not much time left,
do ur best n go for everything tat u can do. tis is the key,
conquer them all as so u will nt regret next time.
even if it means u hv to stand firm with wad u decide.
tis is for you, yourself. remember!

very very tired.
@ 8:46 AM

ok, i am jus gonna blog everything tmr cos i am too tired,
roughly wad i did for the day... here u go,

sch(aces day)-> home(rest)-> st nicks(meet pri fwens)-> bday party.

super eventful day, yet super tiring, reached home around 10 plus?
wow ok, gonna off my com liao. boring. i am sad now :( haiz
wrying abt my results :( haiz. sian. ok. nvm bye.

aces day tmr.
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 6:34 AM

lala, aces day tmr LOL, its boring, hahaha (:
ok. hope tmr will hv fun, duno wad to blog liao.
bye.

didnt did anything.
Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 6:52 AM

very tired n sian, didnt did anything cos i didnt fel lyk.
haiz, no mood. ok wadeva, hope tmr will be a btr day,
but i dun think will bahx. haiz. byeeeeee.

movies.
Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 9:35 PM


ok, thrus was lt's day, so we spent the day watch movie,
watched bandslam, was ok? i think, nt tat impressing for me
though, alittle dissapointment. hahaha LOL. but the show was ok.
dots. ok then i dun really remember much actually btw, thanks jet
for the treat (: haha, he's rich. haha.

friday, which means yesterday, watched another movie
wow, isnt so crazy. watching so many movies ._. LOL.
haha. watched the proposal (: haha. very nice ok...
nt bad la, nice (: but i sit with the wrong person ._.
so scary, whole theatre laugh only he dun laugh ._.
odd. ok. haha. things was really odd after the movie,
duno y. nth liao bahx...

think if i gonna hv tuition, it'll be on wed with mel.
i was thinking if we can hv it at mac, cos i dun really
wanna hv it at home LOL, ok nvm, byeeeee.
rotting at home lalala ~

too tired to blog everything.
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 7:26 AM

next time then blog everything.
btw, xi wang wo bu hui zai bei yi wang le.
byeeeeeeeee

ppl reply this q to my tag. thanks (:
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 8:40 AM

SHOULD I HV TUITION?

@ 8:38 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM TING TING!
early post, haha. LOL, cos i am gonna slp lalala!

haha. btw, thanks ting ya. you're 1 great friend to hv,
haha. thanks alot for everything, continue to be happy go
lucky ya! (: LOL, early birday for u!

sian la.
@ 6:41 AM

today was ok? LOL, sorta boring actually LOL
haha, sch quite slacking la today. haha.
after sch was boring. haiz. sian sian sian.
lalala. actually wan blog, then everytime 4get
was i wanted to blog LOL stupid ._.
haha. ok nvm bye.

lalala. too tired la.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @ 6:07 AM

ppl, i jus too tired la, aiyo. my way of relaxing
n cooling myself down, haha, though weird but dun
wry la, its ok (: haha! LOL. seriously dam tired i duno
y. its lyk suddenly de lo. scary. haha. LOL, weird ya.
dot dot dot (: i nw okok le la. dun wry la. LALALA.
dots. bored sio, though i still dun hv the mood to do
homework, no choice la. i also duno y. think later do lo.
eng ._. sian sian. hahaha. hope tmr lesson dun so tired.
think i gonna faint soon lol. bored. rotting.
i wanna slp, but gt homework lalala! i dun wan homework
le la! pekcek sio. dun wanna talk abt today. jus too tired.

aiyooo, dun wry la. limting siti steph jovial.
i am OK la. haha, siti. haha, i remember wad u say aiyooo.
haha, joking la (: dun angry k (: lalala!
haha, ok. byeeeeeeeeeeee.

ups n downs on results.
Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 6:19 AM

though its only ppr la ._. still really important to me.
haha. ok, morning humans, was really really happy
cos 80 plus for ppr (: hahaha! great. LOL, lessons on
then last lesson b4 tc was phy, fail for ppr o.o omg.
heart failure sia. LOL haha. but tat does nt include
the mc, heng heng, with the mc should be can pass i hope.

ok after sch, today band rm gt open. (: yippy.
prac the called kfc delivery. ate, then prac.
b4 tat stupid things happened, very luan.
but to u noe who, we dont meant to scold.
but tis is wad u cal basic respect, we jus wanted to let
u noe, wad is the right respect, we should hv.
dun take it to heart if u c tis ya. (:
haha. everything's gonna be totally fine. (:

then played a dam stupid game while waiting for those
who were in the meeting. sch meeting. because ms lu
came to close the band rm, we had to wait outside the band
rm for those who left their bags to collect... played a game
super embrassing, every1 was embrassed, mostly la.
haha. LOL scary. omg. haha. then walked home with lt,
bought the socks n lt treat me bbt haha (: thanks ya.
ok tmr gt band omg! byeeeeee. scary. chiong hope i'll be ok tmr.

haiz :(
Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 2:12 AM

i noe i should be studying now.
haiz, but today especially nw, no mood.
haiz, shit la. freak. hate it now, maybe i'll
study at nite, i perhaps i duno haiz.
wadevaaaa. byeeeeeee.

LOL, i am madly dl-ing freaking many songs :(
ciam, i fel guilty, but its seems lyk some releasing
stress way ._. keep listening mvs n dl songs.
omg, tats bad, ok byeee.

yong qi.
@ 12:59 AM

勇气不是天生的, 是一点一滴累积而成的

haiz.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 10:19 PM

sian. stupid rain. now nt going out study liao.
freak sio, haiz :( cant study at home de lo :(
haiz. i wan go out study haiz :( freak.
wadevaaaaaaa. haiz.

last friday.
@ 9:45 PM

watched xia dao xiao with the group LOL.
haha, with limting, siti, cj, jet n marcus.
actually me n limting dun wan watch de lo.
cos weare scared ma.. 7th month leh.
but i think the show ok la, though a few part gana
scare but, in conclusion, the show was nt really tat
scary, cos there's its rather meaning in the end.
haha, seriously funny n alittle retarded. haha (:
funny :D dots ok.. tats all.

today, going with limting to study later.
actally 1.30 but she say change to 2 haha
cos she jus wake up :X haha LOL
boring, lalala. hope i can finish my homework.
need to mug mug mug going to exams le lo :(
haiz, sad sad la. haiz. sian la. i am freaking bored now.
haiz, bored. lalala :( haiz. lalala. sian. haiz.
i scared sia. hahaha. ok nvm byee. ppl.
hungry :(

sometimes,
@ 7:27 AM

youshiwozhendejuedewohenmeiyouyong

sucko mum.
@ 7:12 AM

freak sio, bui ta han, wonder y, so many family problem
recently, ok i mean nt only mine la, jus ppl arnd me also
seems to hv many family problems, including myself.
dam sucky, hate it ok wadeva i dun gv it a dam. freak.

today
today was ok, nt bad, went to lim ting's hse in the morning,
to teach meng ian in horn. after tat, played badminton with
limting, siti, cj, jet, marcus, meng ian n limting's cousin.
haha, was fun exercised alot (: ok la haha. then nth much le.
tmr, i wanna go study, but alot ppl cant go. duno how. haiz.

haiz, hate my mood recently, keep happy, then sad.
mood swing, haiz, hate life. i duno wad to do. haiz.
suck. wadevaaaaaaaaaa la. hate it arh! haiz. duno how.
:'( wanna cry i duno y, need to destress seriously.
ok nth le. byeeeeeeeeeee.

perhaps i was jus too tired...
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 4:25 AM

today was a rather tiring day, dun wanna talk abt sch.
after sch, had sectionals at 2.50, sufianto n wen en nt here
cos they gt valid reasons. after tat, started off sectionals.
dun wanna talk much. tired, whole day only a packet of milk,
nt bad rite. haiz, after sectionals, packed the library cupboard
abit, i was lyk black face. then the jet come ask me wad happen
but i nv ans, he keep ask then i tel him dun talk to me liao ._. but
he dun listen, then i really cant ren then rain LOL, tel him dun talk
cos i was ren-ing ma, jus dun wanna rain. then no strength le then rain,
but nt his fault la, he was out of concern perhaps? LOL, haha. wadeva.
haiz, jus perhaps i was too tired, haiz i duno jus dun wanna talk abt it.
after tat went to eat at the coffee shop near my house with siti, jill, jovial,
steph, fy n jet. didnt ate anything still cos there was dinner for me at home.
gt better n better after tat, thnaks ppl. haha. though i am still abit sad now
nvm la its ok bahx. certain things are jus nt meant to be said here.

btw, thanks to ppl who cared n concerned (:
thanks alot alot...
siti n jill, for the hugs n cares i felt btr...
hk, for offering me the tissue though i didnt take,
but still thanks for caring
jovial, for caring n comforting...
steph, for sharing ur food with me n comforting me
jee for the concern.
yuhui, for the chat...
jet, for taking my bks, though gt force u, but
still thanks ya.
fy, for caring n concerns.

thanks alot (: really appreciate it alot...
ok dun fel lyk blogging le.
tmr hv phy ct, duno wad to do, study i perhaps.
byeeeeeeee.

2.4 passed.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 6:17 AM

yeah, happy, at least i passed my 2.4 by running for my life.
crazy, freaking tiring, but at least came in 74 ._. out of 126,
okok la. but serious run finish dun fel lyk its myself liao ._.
haha LOL. so dizzy la. but no stich. lucky. yet gt smth worse,
dun wanna mention. ok after tat nth much interesting until after sch.
had meet with the sec 3s, then com meeting. then went to eat.
n chat with siti alot things. then chuan jee came bak saw her.
chatted, then all left for home. bath-ed n sitting infront of the com now.
9.30 gonna start my homeworks. i am tired, but nvm its ok.
yeah. LOL. tiring. but i need to muggg more. alot muggg.
mus chiong for eoy. can do it de! :D i will try my best n also
chiong in my horn playing. gt indoor test in oct, i am lyk dam scared.
nt the thing tat i cant play. its the thing tat i will be nervous until i cant
play. scared. but i will hv the mind set tat, if i cant do well, how do i expect
my juniors will? so i mus set a gd example n chiong to do my best n always
my aim, as gd as gen. but i think sec 3 end as gd as her very hard la ._.
but i will be as gd as her 1 day i hope! jia you. i hv to chiong studies n band.
going crazy but i will do my best!!!!!! :D lalala byeeeee.

tired, dun wan pe tmr. all drained up.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 7:16 AM

so tired, feeling so down all of a sudden. ok waeva.
nvm go rest le i am collapsing, hope i dun get crazy
tmr. kill me. bye.
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careanymoretiredofcaringallthesetiredtogvingwadican
tiredofeverythingokntexactlyeverythingbutmaybe
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going to fly to moon.
Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 6:25 AM

i wanna fly to the moon lalala.
jiu ming arh, so many things to do,
omg, tmr gt maths test & band.
n i gt zuo wen, tu ya thing, n art more than 10 drawings!
to be done by thrus omg, fainting, i will be dead on thrus.
omg, help. arh! going crazy i hate days with maths test.
tats the worst thing. cos i dun understand a single thing
abt maths, espically properties of circles.
i am so dead tmr. byeeeeeeeeee mug mug mug.

saded, too bored, no mood to study.
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 1:25 AM

haiz, freaking bored today, haiz, sad, pekcek.
now gana nag by my aunt, say i use com too long.
say i nv listen, fcuk la, i xin qing bu hao she qian bian
is it sia. haiz, seriously no mood to study, no mood to do
anything. haiz, i duno y. haiz. :( still gt homework lo.
haiz, :( haven finish dun fel lyk doing. haiz.. later at nite
then chiong bahx. no choice lo. haiz. sian. jiu ming lalala.
:( rot lyk xiao today, haven even step out of my house ._.
LOL anything i'll blog again bahx. byeeeeeee.

today's a odd day.
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 5:13 AM

haha, a very very odd day today, rather early,
went out with gen n her friends, calvin, gerald, shaun, micheal.
i was super super super odd la ._. so qi guai.
almost all i duno de. so, took mrt, things happen on the way.
after tat, reached orchard, they come out do project de la.
but the went to orchard to do cos calvin working there.
orchard ion, rather cool haha. LOL, so settled down at lucky plaza,
went to the food court to eat, still feeling veyr very odd ._.
haha, then went to mac, they did their project, i did my studying ._.
still nt really understand maths. ; making me abit pekcek lol.
after tat walked around orchard ion n malls. very tiring.
accidently drop tis bk in this shop n hit my leg, freaking painful LOL
haha, ok, after tat bak to amk, arcaded, n thn playing half way
the press press press tat machine la, suddenly 1 hand beside me pressing
the button. i tot who sia scare me ._. n it was jet, wth. xia si wo ._.
after tat played basketball. then home-ed. very tired lol.
fel aslp when i was lying on the bad. haha. dots. ok nth much liao.
think i am gonna rot tmr, need to finish my hw, be a gd girl ok
byeeeeeeeeeee ppl (: