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♥Elizabeth ;DD
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♥ music, dance, chocolates, my Horn, friends, photography & guitar. I'm a music lover. I love singing n playing the french horn! I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I jus wanna be happy, loved thats all. |
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haiz, i really duno wad to do...
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 8:23 AM
haiz, really duno wad to do now liao, no mood to do everyting & i really duno y. haiz, homework also haven finish. i think i only hv maths la.. cos i really dun understand and i dun hv the mood to do, i noe i shouldnt be lyk tis, but i really duno y, will after SYF help? am i over stress of thinking too many stuffs or wad. i really duno y. haiz, no mood for everything. i really wanna do everything well, or am i asking for too much. haiz, jiu ming ah. i duno wad i saying liao. haiz. tmr is a brand new sch day, and yet, i still dun hv mood for anything. espically for maths, i really going crazy with tat kind of teacher, how to excel? i am trying my best yet, i duno how, i dun wanna hv tuition. cos i dun wanna waste money on tis kind of stuffs, i wanna get my results on my own, but tis teacher cant even teach well, i am getting so tired of all these self studying lyk crazy, i duno wad to do. i wanna gv up. but i noe i cant, cos i need maths to go further & nt only maths, its every subject. haiz. y am i thinking so much. ah! i really duno wad i can do, i really wanna let out all my stress, go to the beach and jus scream lyk crazy ppl, any1 wanna go? hahaha, i am really sot, oh ya tis trip i recuited some ppl already, jill, melissa hahaha. but time and date haven set yet. hahaha. i wanna cry, i wanna scream, i wanna go crazy! ah wadeva la. i need to choing for my sec 3 and coming o'levels next yr! but, where's my mood? ah ah ah! jiu ming ah. i need to i need to. no matter wad. i cant slack anymore, i dun wanna regret next time when i wanna go to poly and a course tat 1 one when i only missed by a few marks... haiz... everytime also lyk tat i am lyk getting sick of it already. PSLE, 213 points, 3 marks more thn i can get bak to st nicks already.last yr, maths 66, one or two more marks and i can get into 302. wadeva la. i dun wan anything lyk to happen again. i am really tired of all this! haiz, but where is my strength to prove all these nt to happen again! i really duno wad i wan i duno wad i wan to do. who can help me :'( am i going crazy or wadeva la. ah! i wanna take a break without anything. jiu ming. jiu ming. haiz. haiz. haiz. ah ah ah! wad to do, haiz, will tmr be a gd day? i really duno how. haiz, i'll jus take a step carefully each day bahx, cos i really duno wad i can do anymore already. haiz. i need to do my best! i need to! ah! go go go. cheer myself up, ( haiz. cant) somebody cheer me up pls. :( haiz. bye bye duno wad to post already. bye takecare people :D |